No E-mail sucks.

Sighs...life is filled with pain and suffering...and again I must endure.


You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.


How Depressed are You?
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and contrary to popular belief

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 56% Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer. The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

Updates

Well, I did some cosmetic changes to my template but yeah. Anyways, I ono if I should keep that banner....I think i'll get rid if it in th next update. Its pretty useless cause 95% of you people don't know what the heck it means. Oh well.

find your inner PIE @ stvlive.com

As American as Apple Pie..... :-). Yum..................apple...pie...that really sparks the imagination doesn't it?

Yay, I've discovered the problem with my system and its crashing. The ram is running with too many errors. So I upped the voltages and the errors went down. . This is a stable system. I've got it to 3.25 ghz fairly stable. But it crashes after about 2 hrs at the speed. So yeah my proc is nice. I bet though that if I up the voltages more on the P4, I would get more and stabler (is that a word?). So yup 1.625 volts is its current settings but I might go 1.65 in the winter. Till then 3.16 ghz is nice :-).

Democrat - You believe that there should be a free
market which is reigned in by a modest state
beaurocracy. You think that capitalism has
some good things, but that those it helps
should be obliged to help out their fellow man
a little. Your historical role model is
Franklin Rosevelt.


Which political sterotype are you?
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More Fun Quizzies! I took this one from my subprofile cause that thing won't display the picture! So its going here now!

Well that was quick on finding a quizzie! Anyways I didn't know I was a girl but sure why the heck not!


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Wow, someone really screwed up this quiz cause I'm far from perfect. Sure I don't care about prezents neways but then o.............................. its all about the tomyish thingy eh? I guess as long as a guy likes to be a guy he'll be the perfect girlfriend??? poor joey........

So yeah, I'm just typing here cause I felt like typing and I am just wasting space cuz you know whY? My life is boring. Yes its boring to most, but I do not find it boring. I find it interesting. I never feel bored because i never am anymore. As long as I have something to do (besides hw) I will not be bored. I can always just lay down and just think and that keeps me from being bored. So yup yup. Just randomness typing and thinking here. Everyone should like music cuz its like the best and all yo! Neways I should be doing other stuff but I am not I'm just here typing away wasting my time. Yeee! GO RANDOMNESS! Thats the best yo! I guess thats it for now. I'll go find a quizzie and post it up soon.

No one signed my poor guestbook :-(.

Wow, That was a good 2 & a half hour response to a e-mai. 2900 words. Thats a lot. well food time.

Well its about 3AMish. I can't sleep. I guess thats what happens when I wake up at 1:15 PM. So i'm here on my computer blogging, replying to a e-mail, listening to music, and talking to Joey. Sighs. Just been lying in bed for about 2 hrs thinking. Sighs. Music is nice. Well I'll post my newest MuVo list here then. Heh.

WINAMP

playlist

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37 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:16 Playlist length: 2 hours 37 minutes 56 seconds Right-click here to save this HTML file.

Playlist files:

1. Head Radio - Feelings (3:06)

2. Télépopmusik - Breathe (4:42)

3. Eiffel 65 - Living In A Bubble (5:05)

4. 4 - Eiffel 65 - Dub In Life (3:57)

5. 5 - Eiffel 65 - Hyperlink (Deep Down) (4:58)

6. 6 - Eiffel 65 - Your Clown (4:10)

7. 7 - Eiffel 65 - Another Race (4:34)

8. 8 - Eiffel 65 - Too Much Of Heaven (5:17)

9. Eiffel 65 - Now Is Forever (5:44)

10. 9 - Eiffel 65 - Move Your Body (4:29)

11. 11 - Eiffel 65 - My Console (4:14)

12. 12 - Eiffel 65 - Silcon World (4:31)

13. 13 - Eiffel 65 - The Edge (4:21)

14. Coldplay - In My Place (3:50)

15. Coldplay - Sparks (3:47)

16. Coldplay - Shiver (5:02)

17. Coldplay - The Scientist (5:09)

18. Coldplay - Trouble (4:30)

19. Collective Soul - Long Way to Run (4:14)

20. Collective Soul - The World I Know (4:16)

21. Dishwalla - Every Little Thing (4:20)

22. Dishwalla - Angels or Devils (3:58)

23. Dishwalla - Nashville Skyline (4:44)

24. Dishwalla - When Morning Comes (4:00)

25. Dishwalla - Somewhere in the Middle (3:42)

26. Enya - The Council of Elrond (3:49)

27. Enya - May It Be (3:32)

28. Enya - On Your Shore (4:00)

29. Enya - Lazy Days (3:42)

30. Enya - Caribbean Blue (3:59)

31. Sixpence None The Richer - Breathe Your Name (3:57)

32. Afghan Whigs - 66 (3:23)

33. The Ataris - Saddest Song (4:09)

34. Smash Mouth - Fallen Horses (4:06)

35. Kylie Minogue - Love At First Sight (3:59)

36. Lenny Kravitz - Dig In (3:58)

37. Public Enemy - He Got Game (4:42)

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So yeah thats what I listen to. Coldplay, Enya, and Dishwalla is really good. I guess I'll go back to responding to that e-mail, maybe update my subprofile, and then go to bed. I got a long day ahead of me tommorow. Actually its today but yeah, figure of speech. Byo's.

Since ally asks to post more quizziees in my blogger, here ya go!




WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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Penguins are cool but DOLPHINS ARE BEST! Pretty accurate about myself cept for the extrovert part. I'm sorta of a introverted extrovert. So yep me and my paroxialist thoughts.

So yeah, I went to Jordan's Going away to the Naval Academy party today! It was all good fun. I even got to talk about computers to jordan's relatives and friends!!! which was awesome! Good food too! Played ping pong with juan and jordan and some of the other people there. GOT OWNED!!! DAMN YOU JuAN!!!!! (all good fun though) Grrr 11-0 is not a good score I have to say. He did that to me for me getting him 11-7 hehe. Then after another series of humiliting beat downs I got tired of it and went to geta brownie. Yummy. Well yeah lots of fruit and stuff there. Good times good times. Gonna miss Jordan being our supreme and mighty Commanding Officer. I can just imagine him coming back all buff and stuff. Hey that rhymes! Anyways I got a lot of stuff to do tomorrow! Lemme see pick up Black & white from Tino, fix Mcgee's computer, turn in job application to Fry's Electronics, write a super long response to a e-mail (E-MAIL IS GREAT! hehehe) though I don't mind writing it hehehe. I also need to update my subprofile and I got a lot of stuff to put too. I just haven't got around to it. So yup! I feel like Linkin Park right now so i'm going to post somoe LP lryics.

Hybrid Theory
Linkin Park - A Place For My Head

I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Shut...up

I’m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I’m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

Well summer so far has generally been like every other summer. In that I mean that I've been playing a lot of games. Though I've gone to at least 4 diff people's houses to fix their computers this week. 6 if you include those who has brought their computer to my house and people online. I have plenty more scheduled as well. And so far i've been paid in pizza's, hot pocket's and joey. Summer seems to be as depresssing as last year but this time its due to mostly to the depressing sky. Always clouds. I don't think I've seen the sun since first day of Summer during the St. Catherine's Graduation thing. What happened to the sun? Sighs. Well I need a job. Preferably one that pays well and involves computer as my primary area of work. That Data Entry position seemed mighty tempting for 10 bucks an hour but too bad Juan decided to take it. Oh wellz. I need a new soundcard cause my current one will not output 5.1 sound! I can't hear the center speaker in a lot of the new games that output to 5.1 sound! That is a big problem because I cannot hear my own gun fire nor can I hear in-game voices! My #1 priority right now is to save up for a new soundcard (audigy level minimum preferably audigy 2). I mean CMSS (Creative Multi Speaker Surround) is good and all but nothing compares to a true 5.1 output. After that I have a number of other things to get. But before I can get any of these stuff I need money. And what make gets me money? Thats right, A JOB!! So I need to get a job. ROP is like any other. I have a lot of reading to catch up to but I don't feel too much like reading. Not even about computer stuff. E-mail is great though I love reading my e-mails. Heheh and some of you know why that is. Anyways. I guess I might update my blog design. I'll do that after I finish reading this review on the DFI Lan Party boards. Aitez l8r.

Procrastination sucks. Who knew it would still be possible with no homework.....

I'm ready for love.

sighs....I think i'm starting to lose my interest in life itself. in living. there are a few things that brings me back every now and then. but generally, I think i have lost my will to live long ago. I guess the only that is holding me back is that I care for my friends and what they would do if I did leave. I also care that I would proabably go to thell rather than oblivion or heaven. SO yeah, I guesss thats why what was what. I did a lots of interesting stuff today but nothing really that made me think life is worth living. Games, ROTC, and perhaps the best of all, a little cuddly wuddly bunny rabbit named peanut butter. If anything can save me from my insanity, it would be the bunny rabbit. The innoncence, the contentness, and cuteness. I have to say, that I am doing well physically but I am dying mentally. Go listen to Dishwalla. Its so nice. Well I guess that'll be all for now. Bye.

So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?

I'm I cause I is me! ehhee. ToDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! YAY!!! Errrr yesterday was. Forgot about the whole 12 AM thing. Well Like i've been wanting to for a very long time, I HAVE FINALLY OVERCLOCKED MY COMPUTER!!!! YAYA!!!!!! I'm running my P4B 2403 Mhz @ 3.12 Ghz look at the pic below to check the awesome speeds!. Also I got my 9700 pro running at 352Mhz Core and 336Mhz Memory. w00t 3dmark2k1 SE B330, I got 15,994 3dmarks!!!! that was on 3 ghz with r300 @ 343 Core. So yah I'm running good so far. Also my 3dmark2k3 score is 5300! Yay. My Ram is running with 2.8 volts right now which is quite bit. But I need it for it to be stable. Core is only @ 1.55 Volts. So its doing good. I could get more speed out of the core but I don't know about the ram. Maybe if I set it to 1:1 ratios, I might get 3.2 or 3.3 ghz. but at my current 5:4, my ram is already 30 mhz overclocked! running at 430 mhz. So yeah enough with the computer talk now. I had some itneresting times today at school of which I like not to discuss about cause they were HORRIBLE!!! bad grades.....grrrr.. Well graduation was generally boring but i got to see Van there and he was fun. We talked about how he was on the back of the yearbook, and he went like YEAH BABY I'M THAT POPULAR THEY STILL HAVE ME!!! ahha. Van's fun. Alrite I guess thats it. I might do a few more things before I go to sleep. Aitez.

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

O GEEZ!!!! HOW THE HECK DID I GET A BLONDE!!!!! SHEESH! I thought I was me little geek in me little world!! but no!!!!! i'm A BLONDE!!!! (with brownish/blackish hair too). Totally strange! ONE MORE DAY TILL SCHOOL ENDS!!! ME GONNA MISS SENIORS!!!!!

I hate English Projects............

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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hmmm. Quizzies are back and they seem to be accurate in the most part cept for the fact that i'm not sad but empty. I feel like depression. I feel bad. I feel like life is not worth the trouble(well I've always had this feeling but lately more so), but I also feel that its gonna be a long 60 years. Till then. Cheers, grab urself a mandybar and satisfy ur hunger. sighz.

You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Interesting quizzie I found around some XANGA's. Softball tommorow. HW should be doing. Hair is growing(and should be a cutting). Games not playing. Sleep not getting. Grammar not good. End bad grammatical entry.

Some girls are so mean.....they think people aren't smart..........I MEAN MOST PEOPLE HAVE ALTENATE SCREEN NAMES DANG IT! Oh wellz, my buddy got hurt. Luckily it wasn't too bad. Heh reminds me of a certain time too. But meh its all over, and I guess its over for me buddy too. Alrite can't do a internship over the summer so... MR. FALLETTA CAN F*** HIMSELF! Thats all folks!

Finally updated my blogger. But I still have a few things to fix such as that picture that goes after every entry.... Well I'll see what comes up and then i'll fix it. Till then hw is of importance. Oh Flight Sims today sorta sucked.....Thats all.

Need to update my page. Got a few things i've been thinking about but don't have time to edit it. Alrite hw is of top most priority this week and next week as well. I need to do well. I don't have much reason to go online as I use to. I have made my decisions for the rest of my junior year. So yada yah. DARN IT!!!!!! PROVING TRIGONOMETRIC IDENTITIES ARE SO HARD!!!! Gah! Its way worst than factoring!!!! Factoring is easy yes, but trig identities are just hell for anyone who sucks at factoring already though I don't suck at factoring I suck at trig identities! Okay lots of work. Bad grades, possible no summer internship! I'M AFRAID!!!! Well if I don't get a troy tech summer internship i could at least try for work experience at CompUSA or PC Club right? RIGHT???? i don't know.....I need help....but the only help that is availiable is from myself. So yah. Bruce Almighty reminded me and motivated me that I have nearly everything I want except for that I can have only through my own work. Everything else that others can help me with is done. Now its time for my part. And off I shall go. GRRRR.

Life is strange is it not? Heh, Bruce Almighty gets the big (actually itsy witsy teeny weenie) brain thinking. But its not as good as a movie as I was told. Oh well. Good thing I didn't spend my cash on it. I guess I'll reserve that for the Matrix: Reloaded. Well I should get a working on my homework. I guess I will later today. I say right now. No computer games for Richard K. Lam until I finish my homework today. Alright. Now that that is said an done. No games for me. Alright. Homework is awaiting and sleep is a needing. Time to do something now.